I am Awake

Do you know what is exhausting?  Finding a way each and every day to convince yourself that all is OK.  It is exhausting trying to figure out your place in the scheme of things.  It is exhausting constantly battling your own inner thoughts.  It is exhausting knowing things and unable to share them because of the repercussions.  Life of an empath I guess but it is more than that.  Let me tell you a little something you may not be aware of, you can't hind anything from me because chances are what you're trying to hide, I am already aware of.  That in itself is very exhausting.  It is exhausting fighting but it is making me strong, so I'll take it!  I am awake!