Thursday, April 4, 2024

April 4, 2024

 It has been awhile since I posted, life is very busy.  In 2023 I lost my Mom to cancer unexpectedly.  A few weeks ago I lost my Dad, and the day after that I had to put my dog down.  It has been rough for awhile now.  Now, I find out my beloved Aunt who I love more than anything, is in the hospital.  The tragedy of getting older is that you start losing those you love one by one and its heartbreaking.  Trying to adjust to this and it is not easy. It is bad enough I lost my husband 16 years ago and I still remain single, it near broke me.  While I am grateful to God for my children, grandchildren, his family and my photography, I am sometimes left with a sad feeling of reality.  

So starting today, I think I may just change a little bit about my photography.  I want more realism and life, while keeping it professional looking and creative.  I think I am a story teller and it is time to find that calling and incorporate it into my photography. I have so many ideas that I have yet to do with my photography, I can no longer wait. With the recent deaths and my Aunt's hospitalization, it is time!

Have to put my Faith in God that whatever he has planned for me, I make him proud.