Life

Tired of being strong, tired of always carrying the burden of responsibility around your neck. It’s like a heavy ball and chain trapping you inside your own self in your own life. No way out, just keep circling around the same thing.Everyone says you can make a change, everyone says that you can do it. Everyone says what do you have to worry about, you’re so strong, life is so good for you. But they don’t realize that sometimes you get trapped in your own mind and there’s no escape from that.No matter what anybody says you can’t seem to break that pattern Day-to-day depression and soul-searching recognition of who you want to be and who you can’t be but who you strive to be, even in failure. You can’t find yourself and you feel lost in the rush of people. You get lost in a rush and chaos of the world around you. You go day by day and time flies by and before you know it years have passed and you wonder to yourself, what was I waiting for and what did I accomplish? And all this time you scream inside for someone to understand who you are, what makes you tick, why you are the way you are. Someone who you can share the journey with. You yell out at the injustice of time. You closed off your heart and lost the key. All you want is Someone you can have a connection with and who you Shows you that there are others like you. And maybe this isn’t something that you are suffering from alone. maybe it’s not even depression. Maybe you are just searching for something that’s better than what’s here on earth. Tired of corrupt people and their soulless lives where they just wander around in their own little self-centered universe not realizing there’s other things and other people aside from themselves. We used to work as one, us as people.Now all we do is work against each other. Do you know what it all boils down to, we are all looking for the one person or thing that makes us feel alive, the thing or someone that understands who we are. We are searching for the meaning of it all. We fight for understanding who we really are. We fight to exist in a world of love and peace where peace and love are hard to find. Trying to find the reason for it all, the missing puzzle piece. As we get up each day we put on our proverbial mask of positivity and smile as we step outside.....