Awake

It only took a few days to completely change how I think and feel.  Russia invades Ukraine and all of the sudden, Covid is irrelevant.  All of the sudden being tired and going to work even when you're not feeling good is a heck of a lot easier now.  My little problems in the universe seem to be a complete waste of my time.  Right now, all I feel is gratitude and fear.   I'm grateful for everything that I have because it is abundantely clear that it can be gone in the blink of an eye.  So fear has taken place and it's not what you may think.

For years I have always felt something in the universe and the energy over the years just has become so tense, it is almost too much at times to bear.   I feared it at first but now I welcome this energy because it became my guide.  The fear that I was talking about in the first paragraph is not being able to get the message to my loved ones that it is time to repent and find God again.  I fear that the loss of my husband the lack of my bringing up my children in the faith will somehow cause them to not be where they need to be.  All I do every day and have most of my life pray, even more so for my kids and grandkids.

So if you are blessed enough to wake up tomorrow, be grateful and go out there and spread the word!